My thirst

I want it.

I NEED IT

NOW

Black Wings

I wish I have a pair of wings. Black wings, as the symbol of my sins. 

let's imagine about the process to having wings on your back.

Your blood is boiling inside your veins. You felt something weird on your back. Then, the feeling is getting stronger. First, you can feel your bones are cracking, especially the backside of your ribs, collarbone and shoulder blades. Then, another bone is starting to come out from each of those bones. In constant pace, they're growing. As those growing bones start knocking on your insides, you can feel your veins strangle them, then followed by the muscles, skin and nerves. you started to feel them as your own body. With all those things, the pressure against your insides growing stronger and stronger. Until it is unbearable and your backskin starts to crack. You feel the wounds keep getting bigger as those wings-which has already covered in feathers-slowly coming all the way out, still growing. And then, finally they are fully out, except their base which has connected to your rib, shoulder blades and your collarbones. Your heart still pounding hard, your breath tried to became steadily after all of those screaming pain and boiling veins. Your teary eyes looked back, and you found those black wings attached to your body, still covered in so much blood. Blood still flowing hard from your opened-wide wounds, but you keep spreading your new wings. Curious on their size. When you spread them to the side, your wings can cover the whole wall of the room. You tried to spread them upwards and stand up, but even if you're still sit helplessly on the floor, your wings had already touch the roof. because of the pain, you decided not to move too much and only wandering to the room. nd you'll find the whole room is covered with the black red stain which is, unmistakably your own blood. 

I want more blood

After this long slumber, I finally remember how delicious my own blood is.

It happen two days ago when I was listening to my senior's speech. I couldn't stay calm, so when my ears and brain listening and process the speech, my hand playing with a ribbon. I got bored, so I started to play with my own lips. I felt my lip's skin is dry and felt uneasy, so I torn a little of it. It didn't hurt at all, but my friends around me started to scream. then I felt something like warm liquid going down to my chin. I touched it, and then I saw those dark red liquid also going down to my palm. I was mesmerized for awhile until I started to wipe it off my chin. There's so much blood and I still stay in my chair without a word let my hand full of my own blood, amazed. It didn't last too long, since one of my friend started to grab my other hand and take me outside of the room to the nearest faucet. My blood still flowing. A bit hard, I think, because my friend told me to clean them off immediately. I licked my covered-blood palm before I started to wipe them with doze of water. my friend told me to also wipe the blood off of my lips and chin. Her voice was so full with anxiety. I wonder how do I look there. Was there so much blood until it covered whole of my lips and chin as if I was a vampire who just sucking human blood? I would love to know that. After I taste the blood in my palm, I really want more blood. So I licked my own lips and chin. Damn, there was so much blood there. And it felt really good. I licked it more and more. Then, after I think my chin and lips were already clean, I pressed my scar with my tongue. There are 2 purposes of that. First, to stop the bleeding. Second, to suck every last drop of the blood. My body really beg for more.
when I got back inside, my senior told me to never do that again. My mouth muttering something like 'OK' to answer that, but I could feel my body still shivering a little because of the effect of the joy thatt my own blood gave to me. I would love to taste more. I want more blood.

Why Blood?

Hey, look at the picture above. It's really beautiful, na~?
As beautiful as my name here, Blood.
Maybe it's just my imagination, or r u really asking for my reason behind the name that I use, Blood.
It's simple. I LOVE blood. Literally.
Why?
Now, let me ask, if you see someone with pale white skin, pure white skin, what will you imagine about his/her skin?
I bet, at least 1 out of thousands of you will have the answer like mine:
I will imagine he red, fresh blood stream down in her/his skin's surface..
Can you imagine that? The contrast between the bright red of the blood, and pale white skin. It's really beautiful, isn't it?

it's me

Konnichiwa, minna-san..
It's me, Blood....
My friends thought I'm a masochist, sadist, and blood-obsessed. That's why, sometimes they called me blood. I don't really mind, though. Cause the things that they say aren't 100% lie.

Blood

Blood is a specialized fluid connective tissue that contains cells suspended in a fluid matrix. From this explanation, we can conclude that blood contains two kind of substances, solid and liquid.

The liquid substance of blood is called plasma. 92% of plasma is water. Proteins such as albumins, globulins, fibrinogen, etc. only fulfill 7% of plasma. The rest 1% are other solutes like electrolytes and organic substances.

In outline, the solid substances of blood are divided in three types. Red blood cells, white blood cells, and platelets. Each of it has its own function.

Red blood cells or erythrocytes are the biggest part of formed elements of blood. That’s why, the color of blood is red. These specialized cells are essential for the transport of oxygen in the blood. It can carry oxygen because it has hemoglobin (Hb), that responsible for the cell’s ability to transport oxygen and carbon dioxide.

White blood cells, also called leukocytes, participate in the body defense mechanisms. There are five classes of leukocytes, each with different functions.

Platelets are small, membrane-bound cell fragments that contains enzymes and other substances important to the process of clotting.

Blood is a vehicle. It transports nutrients, hormones, dissolved gases, and metabolic wastes to the part of the body that lacked of it. As the blood flows, it also stabilize the body temperature and remove debris or fight infections.

Although the contains of blood aren’t different from one person to another, we can’t transfer someone’s blood to other inaccurately. If their blood isn’t the same type, there can be a dangerous agglutination in recipient’s body. It can kill recipient, the one who receive the blood. So, human’s blood is classified.

There are four blood types. A, B, AB, and O. Sometimes ago, there are epithet like universal donor and universal recipient. Universal donor refer to O type. It means, people with O blood type can give their blood to other people with different blood type. Universal recipient means the other way. It refer to AB type.

But for now, it didn’t valid anymore. Because, there are chances to agglutination if we transfer someone’s blood to another that isn’t in the same type even it from the universal donor or to the universal recipient. And still, it’s dangerous.

geje

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-Shintaro....kalo mau batuk di bahuku ajha jangan di bahunya Yuma.....
-Congratulation for ELF....qta mengalahkan nyonya2 cantik dan sexy ithu.....
-Yo-chan...pengen tak makan....ITADAKIMASU

Chii is Mine.......

untuk kyuhyun yang telah diracuni ga eun babi tai tembelek sebaiknya kau mensucikan diri secepatnya sebelum tubuhmu borokan kaya ga eun juga
oia lupa ngomong...untuk kyuhyun hanya ada satu cara utk membersihkan diri yaitu dengan bertemu dan memeluk penulis posting ini...wkwkwk

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ada seekor babi berbikini yang nggodain kyuhyun dan nickchun namanya ga eun!!!kalian harus minggir sebelum merasakan penderitaan kyuhyun yang ketimpa lemaknya ga eun elek!!
kalo ga eun baca blog ini....
smile aja ya!! harusnya kamu beruntung krn ad kaca di dunia maya yg menggambarkan dirimu SEUTUHNYA!!
ayo teriak!!
GA EUN BABI YG PANTES DIANIYAYA!!!!!!!!
hiiiii.....
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you just for me!!!dont make me upset!!
hihihi~

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the one and only kyuhyun's love 4ever and 4 always
oia, jaejung!!!sorry,sorry naega,naega munjuh naege bajyuh,bajyuh bulyuh BABY!!!
saranghae OPPA!!!
i know you love me too...
gomawo!!!

Yama-chan, kenapa kamu harus satu sekolah sama SHIDA MIRAI???!! jaga dirimu baik-baik!! AWAS KALO SELINGKUH!!
Narnia 3 kapand keluar?? aku akan menunggumu, Skandar ...
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Bdw, Lucy, kamu makin imut aja deh ...
ehiya,Yama-chan, tenang, aku nggak selingkuh kok .. aku masih tetap setia padamu .. makanya, jangan selingkuh!!! gudluck buat dorama barumu, Niini no Koto Wasurenaide, yang sama Ryo Nishikido yAH ..
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Yama-chan, end anak2 HSJ yang lain, tunggu yah ... insya ALLAH tahun ini kakak iparmu akan
berkunjung ke Nippon ...
Nantikan kedatanganku tahun depan!! (atau mungkin tahun ini, di dalam kopernya my BIG Bro ... kalo masih idup ... eh, tapi kalo udah nggak napas, terus dikasih napas buatan sama kamu, aku akan hidup kembali kok ... MATTE KudASAI!!!!
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yammie.punyukichi luph yama-chan
aishiteru yo yama-chan, itsumo demo

That's all for now ...